Thrystan

You are my ecstasy pill
A perpetual mind drill
Making me a numb machine
Making me love, and sin

I was a nobody boy
Had no name to go with the face
Now I am just your nobody toy
I lick on your every pace

Some may want to be used
Discharged or drained of life
But with too much, you feel abused
And her touch becomes knife

I crawl behind you, torture me
With tears of blood in my eyes
I never wanted to be me
No matter how many the tries

You smile and pat my head slowly
And this second is drowning
Never thought I was the only
Pain is never astounding

You turned me into a vibration
Of what you feel or ail for
A metallic doll ready for satisfaction
But still ,not a human, a doll…