Thrystan

They say : “I’d lie for you ”
They say: “I’d cry for you”
I say : “I’d fuck you good”
You wanna eat that shit?
All lies of love sick stories
All coke wrapped up in worries
And worms that glitter starring
In films of tears, varying
A she to love a him
So dumb believe this shit!
It’s new and wrapped in rose
And love has no defeat
But lovers like to pose
And linger at their feet
I see it right through me
I’ve known cliche for long
I’ve known the way to be
When faking her a song
To seem to her so struck
To kiss her just to fuck
To write her just to bleed
To give her in the need
So dead, so dead…now
This feeling makes me sick
It makes me wanna shout
And beat God with a stick
For givin’ us the feeling
A bit before the brain
Restraining me the needing
Presenting me the pain
Far rusted to be human
I am a beast love fired
In chase of just a woman
This fuck-hunt got me tired
For days I would just bleed
Exchanging now my soul
Exchanging way of human
And tasting angel seed
I’d save the world from me
And cure you all of hate
I’d wrap my death in rose
And name it love …for fate.

Soarta albastra deschide-ti mormantul spre mine
Sa vad cum miresele danseaza stinse
Sa vad cat timp mi-a mai ramas
Sa fiu un mire inecat in sange

Zeita inghetata in alb
Deschide-ti sufletul spre mine
Pietrifica-mi fiinta cu ochii tai albastri
Fa-ma una cu cerul din care ai coborat

Fie ca jertfa mea sa-ti fie pura ascensiune
Zeita alba si divina,
Zeita mea, zeita cruda
Zeita draga, zeita nuda
Dumnezeul meu feminin

Ingroapa-ma intre lacrimile tale dulci
Si in buzele din care arunci porunci
Zeita, ucide-ma in sarutari interzise
Porunceste cerului sa murim printre vise

Acopera-mi ochii cu sanii tai albi
Si muritorul nu va primi
Atat de mult , nici macar in Rai
Dar in Iad, eu voi stii a primi

Sa cadem impreuna striviti de portile Raiului
Poleiti cu aur, pacatosi si banali
Alunecand in pacat, devenind carnali
In dragoste inlantuiti prin carnea umana

Raneste-ma zeita si ne vom umili in ceruri
Dezbracati de aripi si despuiati de carne
Rastigniti pentru convingeri placute
Dedicati unei iubiri intense, obsedante , crunte

Gazduieste-ma in fiinta ta regeasca , divina
Coloreaza tavanul universului meu inecat in lacrimi
Hai sa pacatuim impreuna in mireasma de iad
Haide cu mine, sa cadem, sa nu mai cad…

I am abandoned on a ship with us two
And see the fakeness of love and trust
This is not our music , it is not our blue
Our love is forbidden and bitten by dust

We’re joined in pain and joined in ending
Like two middle fingers in a two-hand shaking
So cut by the will and kissed by our fending
I want it to end, i want you to end!

You crush me like a bug in such love overdose
I don’t do this for money, nor beauty or fuck
You like to just mock me and stay just to pose
I did it for fun got ran out of it , got ran out of luck

I had a pair of dreams and a pair of tears
The pair that gave me the winning cards
A pair not fair from faith and no fears
We’re staring re-paired like bunch of retards

You built me a statue to rust it in peace
I gave you a kiss to so sweet go away
You gave me the world but i had got no keys
I entered your body not pleasing….to slay

Kiss me tonight as this is a fake picture
Smile with me so we don’t seem grotesque
Embrace me and let us become one creature
We depend on covered faces, and I’ve got no mask…

Sangele iti tremura de dor
Carnea vibreaza, celulele dor
Si incet, incet parca mor
Nu ma  mai regasesc in alcool
Te iubesc, explic asta atat
Te iubesc, atat de divin si de mult
Cu iubirea ta ma trezesc si adorm
Ochii tai imi staruie chiar si in somn

Te raneste lipsa mea, ma visezi
Si etern, doar eu, ai vrea sa ma pastrezi
Iubesti fata mea ce iti arata iubire
Iubesti momentul cand vreau sa iti dau fericire
Si stii ca voi fi acolo mereu, pentru tine aici
Sa iti spulber indoiala, sa-ti fiu pavaza intre frici
Iti place cand nu mai esti rece, lipita de mine
Cand ma indrept spre a fi cu tine, in tine

Ne iubim, ne ghicim , in eterna telepatie
Sentimentul din mine ti-l dau tie, doar tie
Simti clipa de tacere, si ah vine-o durere
Ma alini, imi zambesti ma strangi de mana
Este-un basm tragic devenit ferice, tu zana
Eternul este-n clipa din ochii tai cand sclipesc
Si secunda cand lacrimi vars si iubesc
Lacrimi pure, ale mele dure cand mi-e dor
Si fara tine, inchis in dementa sigur mor
Singuratatea ce va sa nu mai fie, dispare
Acum sunt eu aici, cu tine, doar tu…nu-i mirare
Caci doar iubirea te poate aduce asa
Doar iubirea ta imi poate gura usca
Sa imi curga sange in vene rapid
Sa fiu nebun fara tine, sa ma agit
Sa ma-mpiedic, sa cad , sa nu ma ridic
Stralucesti ca un soare ce esti… sunt mic
Luminat de tine…vom cadea printre stele
Alti indragostiti isi vor pune o dorinta
Sa se iubeasca cum ne iubim cand esti in bratele mele…

Icon of pain, icon of dominance
What did I do to be under a rule?
My statue of crystal in exuberance
Am I in pain just a fool?

The one to guide my night
One icon to be near
Distorted is my fight
When fallin’s not a fear

My wrong steps are certain
They have been fore-written
Please pull down the curtain
And ban me …forbidden

I became the rust of your icon
The one spoiler of your aura
A lil’ bit of dust , a micron
That dried me before being flora

You’ll remember me…perhaps
The stain to taint your air
We’ve been just in misshaps
And none of us was fair

I want it all back to cherish
An icon, the icon of eden
The craddle of gold to perish??
When lovin’ or hatin’ is even

So pressured by your sins
How can I bow to you?
So measured by your wins
How can we be as two?

Like twins of mother fate
In one big incest lying
My yin, the yang is crying
An icon should be true!!!

If any love could light my skies
If just one heart could drown my eyes
I’ll know I’m not a fool that tries
A vicious honest that still lies

Awake in bed , in breathing death
Emotions , dreams , messing my head
‘Cause I have risen for this act
A  fucking old insomniac

I have become in my befall
The mental , not it is so whole
It is my rest , it is my test
In this dark craddle , filthy nest

I teach myself the kill and pain
A might without a soul or brain
I am a fury of the hell
A name the demons cannot tell

And any daring to come near
Will taste my axe , in its sweet fear
Ending it all in lusty lunch
I’ll slice the morrons , they’re a bunch!

Making a meal just for more
Perhaps for one , the carnivore
Is it the one writing this shit
On this blood-bathed funny sheet?

So , be afraid of taste of blood
‘Cause it will hit you like a flood
When lunching, feasting next to me
Eat up your corpse , it is for free!

M-ai mintit de sute de ori si nu am stiut diferenta
Doar patru pereti si o lume , ne desparte dementa
Si o secunda prea mult ce ma inchide departe
Uitat de pamant si de cer, inconjurat doar de soapte
Si ma porti cu tine ca o pala amintire
Dar eu ma mai port cu tine ca un Romeo in nestire
Caci stinsa e flama ce ne-aprindea prea devreme
S-a scurs si simtirea impartita intr-o clipa de placere
Acum suntem doar poze inramate in durerere
Iar noi deveniram doi monstrii fara de vrere

De ce-am cazut de jos far’ a fi avantat?
De ce nu mai e sarutul pentru care am riscat?
O negura se lasa pe ochii negrii ce ma urmaresc
Si incet imi intineaza inima si stapaneste cuget
Departe de a incerca sa regret sau sa ma feresc
Un demon e-n mine dar domin ca fulger pe tunet
De voi cadea ca frunza ce toamna isi ia zborul
Si ea e prabusita cazand ca si cocorul
Cuprinsi in doi de ura , de frica sau de patimi
O panza impartita, pictata astazi doar in lacrimi

Ti-am spus des cat de mult te iubesc?
Cat de fragil este soarele cand joaca in parul tau?
Si cat as dori ca fiecare secunda sa fii a mea
Sa-ti simt pielea catifelata suprapusa senzatiei mele

Si vai ce fermecata esti de-astfel de prostii
Cazi stupid in genunchi si crezi ca stii
Ce-i moartea sau iubirea, caderea sau simtirea
Esti inca o papusa tampa manevrata de mine

Inca patru versuri aruncate in sila pentru tine
Cu zambet pe buze, dar cu inima trista
Caci vreau ce-i mai bine…din tine
Sa te devor cu totul , sa te utilizez prea bine

Pentru ca apoi sa arzi ca o vrajitoare ce stie
Ca ceea ce este e pacatul nescris pe hartie
Zambesc infiorat si ma uit la chinurile tale
Cum de imi strigi numele printre flacarile pale?

Exista iubirea, si intamplator chiar in tine?
Jalnica scuza de a scapa din tortura
Care este motivul ce in viata te tine!?!
Dar eu sunt calaul ce nici de femei nu se-ndura

Esti doar un numar tatuat pe incheietura
Pana la care nu mai numar de la o vreme
O victima sacrificata pe altarul necunoasterii
Si alta iti va urma , nu te teme…

Mi-ai aratat ca si stelele mor la fel
Nimic nu te ajuta cand esti un inger aici
Stiam ca ma voi fi ridicat la cer
Dar respins as fi fost silit sa pier

Ti-am fost un drog si subtil ma aveai
Nu eram indragostit, dar trupul nu spune nu
A fost o mare refolosire din care cadeai
Dar chinuita ma iubeai , numai tu…

A sosit timpul poate pentru o alta revolutie
In care sa ne desteptam in trup si minte
Sa fim cu inca o treapta in a noastra evolutie
Uitand si de razboaie, de dinte pentru dinte

Un trup firav de om de-abia un suflet prinde
O haina fiind prea stramta pe omul larg se-ntinde
La fel inima bate zvacnind sa iasa afara
Nu are motivatii : iubire, mama , tara

Caci am uitat de spirit cazand inspre stomac
Pornim si totul invers asemeni mers de rac
Cu mine pentru mine si eu sa-mi fie bine
Dar Narcis egoistul de foame nu isi tine

Iubirea grea de sine te seaca si te sfarma
Este ca rasaritul involburat de-o alba larma
Inca un pacat, defect al omului ce vine
Sa creasca in revolutie prea inecat de sine

Uitat-am mangaierea ce duce inspre altii
Uitat-am de icoane, cazuti sunt si inaltii
Urcam in imperfectiune evoluand spre unul
Un Prometeu ne-aduse flacara, iar noi slaviram fumul

When the Sun feels dark and cloudy
You find a thought of joy that fills your heart
Knowing you will never be alone
A loving soul is out there
Only search can bring it here
And expose it to my eyes
When her gentle spirit lies
She’s a mirror of my hopes
All I wanted , never less and nothing more